Thursday 15 August 2024

On The Death Of A Species

Once in eight-ten years, every now and then

A name becomes the name for a revolution

The life behind the name lie still, a lifeless massacred blob of rotten flesh

Self-claimed intellectuals and activists masturbate to the idea of a revolution

Months go by, and as they say, time they say is a great healer

So much so that, the revolution is forgotten and healed in the need for newer news

Revolutions today are as short-lived and fickle-minded as the breaking news

Until a decade later, another name rises from the ashes, and the same cycle repeats, all over again



A woman is raped in this country every seventeen minutes, three lakh women in ten years

One name becomes the reason for candle-light marches and social media hashtags

But, who gives a fuck about the other two lakh ninety nine thousand nine hundred and ninety nine women? 

Do you want to know the filthy truth? 

No one, no man, no woman, no one in a country of a billion, except the ones who lost their own

Some are lost in space-stricken thin columns of forgotten newspapers, a lot more, lost in the dark alleys of anonymity

And yet women want women to believe, it's a battle every woman is fighting for another woman

Men have raped women while women have watched men rape women

Every time a woman has kept quiet, every time a woman has chosen to unsee, every time a woman has pretended like it was nothing

A woman has wronged a woman, a woman has raped a woman



Men have raped women for years, decades, and centuries in this country

Every time a voice has spoken out the uncomfortable truth, they were labelled government-approved anti-nationals

Every time a man has crawled on the skin of a woman like a lust-stricken leech

Every time a daughter, a mother, a sister, a wife in this country has had her skin measured in the sick eyes and fragile ideas of masculinity of pervert men

Governments have blamed the women, and oppositions have blamed the governments

And yet the governments of today and the governments of yesterday want you to believe rape is not political



Men are assholes, men are sick bastards

Men are what pieces of shit would look like if they were living and breathing

Every man who's cat-called

Every man who's breached consent

Every man who's slipped his hands in unwelcome spaces

Every man who's pulled out their penises watching hints of cleavages

Every man who's defended these men, pretended like it was a woman's overthinking

Each and every one of them, every last one of them, has raped a woman



My insides burn with the fury of hell

When will we have had enough? 

When will we finally keep aside our agendas and gains and politics and faith systems?

When will we act human for the sake of this fucking species?

You know what scares me the most? 

The answer might be "NEVER"

Thursday 8 August 2024

Dead Mass

Once you've woken from your slumber

Of hopes and dreams, killed and buried

Of measured breaths bruised in insecurities

Of a brain rattled and a spine shattered

Of eyeballs gouged out in a morning coffee

Put on your expensive linen and pretentious shadow

And walk out that door like you are one of the world

Filthy scumbags raised and rotten in money-spitting manholes

Inglorious bastards swimming in stinking commodes they call governments

Pretend like you're one of them, one more of them

Keep your eyes wide shut, your lips outlined for a faked smile

And bend over for a bunch of society-approved somebodies  

Watch them take turns tearing your asshole apart until it bleeds money

Die rich, drowned in your blood and shit-stained money




But then, if one day all of it seems a bit unsettling

The scabs of success falling off, showing the shallow, scarred flesh within

The shackles of a clock-timed independence smelling of rust and tears

The illusion of a good life, shattered, scattered and spread like the last pieces of a broken mirror

The aftertaste of tanned leather and cheap shoe polish, lurking till your epiglottis

But then, if one day if selling your spine finally begins to hurt like you were being skinned alive

Don't sit down and write some shitty poetry on a paper as crumpled as your being

The wise ones who said the pen is mightier than the sword, were hopeful dumbfucks

When have words ever won world wars or healed bullet wounds

Take that goddamn pen, clench it with every last bit of anger and despair

Stab it right into the fucking throat of this shithole called society

And you'll see, the pen is mightier than the sword, just not the way you'd liked to believe

But then, what is the need for beliefs and faiths and religions for an agnostic

But question them all and watch them crumble and disintegrate into a dead mass