Monday 29 July 2019

Who We Thought Were Men

When was it, the facade of mascara you wear everyday like a new dawn, became your actual face?
Do you remember?
When was it, the pitch dark kohl you outline your lost eyes in, somewhat like an eclipse, fell weak to the cancerous dark circles?
Do you remember?
When was it, the love you've always had for blue, as if a mermaid afloat the oceans, could no more live up to the blunt bruises?
Do you remember?
When was it, the tooth fairies you'd desperately hoped to be true, as if living off Aesop, failed at being, to the flesh-digging fangs?
Do you remember?
When was it, the cliche fragrance of ruby red roses you'd pined for every adolescent afternoon, drowned in the stinking inebriated breath of bloody hands crawling inexplicable lengths and depths of your measured skin?
Do you remember?


You'd say, every time he wore a new face, a different one from the last one, to the piling heap of rotting flesh, you died a day more.
And I'd smile, a shade paler than the last one.
You'd say, every time he was inside you, living an entire existence elsewhere, reciting letters to an address unfamiliar, you died a day more.
And I'd smile, a shade paler than the last one.
You'd say, every time his lightning struck thunders down your wuthering spine and stormed entrails trembling from the rains of yesterday, you died a day more.
And I'd smile, a shade paler than the last one.
You'd say, every time his crippled crumbled vanity pinned the limbs of the questions living in your wrinkles, you died a day more.
And I'd smile, a shade paler than the last one.
You'd say, every time his intoxicated eyes and rogue desires crossed paths with your humble sobriety, ripping it as if cut open, you died a day more.
And I'd smile, a shade paler than the last one.



Who we thought were men, carry corpses of women like they were meat, as their brittle penises play hide and seek.

Who we thought were men, pluck bones of men like they were toothpicks, as the lynched vaginas and slaughtered breasts choke.


Do the dead smile though?

Monday 22 July 2019

Where Went the Love Letters?

Where went the love letters?

Where went the love letters
Where went the old-school romantics
Where went the love for words in love

Could you ever tell?

The first ever love letter
The nervous veins shuddering the brittle daydreams and the hesitant desires
The first ever wry smile at the length of the crooked innocent lips

Could you ever forget?

Love changed faces as letters knocked newer addresses and unfamiliar habits
Some sailed the puddles, some flew the skies; paper boats and paper planes weren’t nostalgia back then
But the wait, the wait for the letters always felt the same; pacing heart rates and cold sweat galloping down the spine

Could you live it all, one last time and one more?

Where went the love letters
Where went the poets scattering words like rainbows across overcast skies
Where went the romantics and their ballads that smelt like petrichor

Could you rewrite it all, for the sake of it?


Where went the love letters?
Could you ever tell?

Thursday 11 July 2019

Dead Aesop's Fable

the dead decompose
the undead rot
the survivors tell war tales by the street begging for condolences

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life seems the only stranger to existences