Sunday 21 December 2014

The scent of Peshawar...

A few dreams, out of place, elaborated
Unruly lengths of hair, a burqa, amidst...




There was family, there were friends, and
There was life, splashed in pastels...




Another everyday it was, sprawled in
The blackboard, the chalk dust, my childhood...




That had been redone was, my very own...

A lullaby to sleep to...







My dreams lingered, crumbs of them, soaked in


The scent of a drenched bullet.....

Wednesday 12 November 2014

Thoughts of a midnight...

Lengths of a filth, travel
The skin of the rains...





The once spilled dreams wake, off a sleep


The grey of a half-burnt cigarette, forgotten...





The city I had called mine, sings folklore


The metallic cartilage stands, a stranger tonight...





My poetry is penned, in
The quiet of an emptiness...





Restless pastels you are, across my canvas


Off a midnight sleep.....

Thursday 6 November 2014

Unabridged...

A slice of a rainbow, draped across
My drenched, calm skies...



The stale palette smells of the first rain...





Morsels of a desire, forgotten in
What was left, off the morning coffee, and
The inexpensive, unhealthy roadside cuisine...





A scarred kite breathes democracy...





Shreds of painted words, splinters of a story
I spill them across the alloyed city life...



You are my poetry, unabridged.....

The poetry I couldn't find...

A few, inexpensive, white pages
The distance of a spoilt ink, travelled
Fills in...





A few untold tales, by
The filthy roadside
Rests, the minute...





Crumbs of words, bathed in them
My being a poet...





The city's decay was cleansed, but



The poetry, I couldn't find her.....

Tuesday 4 November 2014

What couldn't be written...

I will not write you a story...





My words would never know
The endless seas you hide,within...




The tempest carried,in
The depths of your unkempt hair...




The fragrance of your wet skin
The singular hair clip,you had left behind...




The outline of yours,carried in
The lengths of a wordlessness...





I could never bleed them.....

Monday 3 November 2014

Not a name to call...

My lone skies...




The sun burnt, spoilt palette

Crumbs of mischievous pastels, amongst...











The tired habit of a busy city...





Rusted men and weathered concrete, put aside

A wild rain, and the fragrance...











The search of an alley, undisturbed


The glass wings rested, on my skin...










The stale market would miss me, today...



I wouldn't call you a name.....

Saturday 11 October 2014

I am...

I'm a woman, and
You'll never know that...



All of what I am
Lies scattered,in...


The wrinkles of your bed linen...

The wasted bit,of your morning tea...



The stale,damp walls,of
A world,very unfamiliar...




There would be a lot,unspoken,to


What you thought of a woman.....

Saturday 27 September 2014

The welcome rain...

The skies were distinct...

Not a patch of a passing cloud...


The eyes had met,finally
The filth of the city streets,kept aside...


The sun had lost its warmth,to
Everything that remained,of the candle...



The stars watched all of it,in
An ignored existence...





The chapter was unusual,but

It was a welcome rain.....

Monday 22 September 2014

Let the distance...

Stand a length away...

The distance is necessary...



The nearer you come
It fades,somehow,in
The filth of a last night's sleep...



The mile you walk,in it
Lies the entire,of
My transparency...





The distance...


Let it remain.....

Saturday 20 September 2014

An erstwhile...

There would be a day,when
All of it would be
An erstwhile...



The sky would be gloomy,clouded,and
There wouldn't be a drizzle...


Someone had forgotten the rains...



You would stand before me,with
The scar of a different name,across your forehead...





The glimpses of an erstwhile,lost in
The grey skin.....

Sunday 14 September 2014

That night...

They had left her soiled...


She said
Cry a river for me...



The skies were torn apart,that night...

People had shut their doors and windows...



The solitary light post stood,drenched,where
The lonely streets met the highway...





The rain drops danced along
The lengths of the concrete,filling in


The potholes around.....

Friday 12 September 2014

A new beginning...

Let's start afresh...
You had said,the other day...

I had smiled to myself...



The wounds of a yesterday,had
Grown flesh,but,there remained
The scars of a new skin...



It was over,and yet
Something had been left behind,but...


The stale leftovers of an erstwhile,can't be

A new beginning.....

Thursday 11 September 2014

Beneath a dark mirror...

It had rained last night,relentless...

I had seen it,all of it...

You had said,the window is closed...



A girl stood,soaking in,completely
Wearing off,the dirt of a forgotten childhood...

You had said,the window is closed...



You fear the daylight,and
Your window remains,closed...


My sun stays alike

Beneath a dark mirror.....

Sunday 31 August 2014

The fallen...

A few,sweaty walls...

The depth resides
Crumbs of a brittle light,lingering,in
The forgotten glory of an aftermath...



A pair of tender hands,and feet,draws
The distances of her universe,at
The forbidden address, of a sudden growing up...

She wears a filthy poster...



The mercury of a daylight,is a stranger...

The stars of a night sky,long for her..... 

Friday 29 August 2014

A poetry,I will be...

Lengths of a drenched blanket,put aside,in
The lone skies,you called yours
A morsel of the sun's character,I will be...



Penned at the length of an erstwhile,and infinity
The memoirs of time,amidst
I remain,washed in the dirt of your today...

Crumbs of a pastel,in the monochrome city...



The glass windows of your room,obvious
The droplets hung,splashed in them

A poetry,I will be.....

Saturday 23 August 2014

Whatever...

I didn't know what it was...

A fiction,an actuality,or
Just a bad dream...



The hand held,even last night,was
Lost to the ashes of a broad daylight...


The warmth between,had turned a lie,to
The day's truth...



Or,maybe all of it was,beyond
The clenches of a familiar equation...


Whatever it was,or wasn't.....

The flying letter...

The stale sleep of a yesterday,drowned in
What remained,of a morning coffee...


The tired dreams of someday,hang from
A cobweb,forgotten...


The streets walked,a while ago,lie
Bathed,in the dirt of another busy feet...


The difference within,remains in
The hands of a wall clock,accustomed...



All of it written,amidst the crowd of inexpensive pages,in

The flying letter.....


Wednesday 13 August 2014

Soliloquy...

Come,sit with me...

It's been quite some time,since
I heard you...


He smiled at me...


Tell me a story...


All that remained of,being said
Forgotten,off a busy habit,and
An urbane confusion...



I sat with me,over

A cup of coffee.....




Tuesday 12 August 2014

Independence...

A brittle leaf of history shreds,as
Another inglorious hooligan screams freedom...


The martyr of an erstwhile
Forgotten,in the dirt,gathered within...


The desire to be a rare,lies,in
Decades of a vocable,misread...


That remains,of neglect,isn't
Summed,in a day's remembrance...



Independence is,looking for yourself

Beyond the mask.....

Friday 8 August 2014

Imagine...

Imagine,if...

It could be,the way
You had imagined...



The dreams could walk
The length of your eyelashes,off
A twilight slumber...


The actuality within,could be written,in
The kohl of your eyes,off
An unnecessary fiction...



Imagine.....

I couldn't write a scribble...

I thought...

The length of an entire day...


Thoughts,there were a lot of them,yet
My pages,a bloodless white...


I had missed the tide...


A few cigarette ends,and
Crumpled pages,countless...


They were all,of
My untold poetry...



I couldn't write a scribble.....

You were gone...

You had left my door...

Or,probably
You had never arrived...


Maybe,it was just
One more of the lies,that
Fell,off your careless lips...


I had lived your fiction,till
It could last...



I woke,off a sleep,and

You were gone.....

I had lost me...

I wanted to cry,but
I had lost my tears,to
The rain,within...


I wanted to scream,but
I had lost my voice,to
The city mongrels...


I wanted to undo,one by one
Every single lie
I had told me,but...



I had lost me.....

A storyteller...

I'm just a storyteller...


The crumbs of a love,fallen
The filth,that couldn't be washed away
The one dream,of a myopic
The essays,of an everyday...


I carry,all of it,within...


I sit down to write,each of them,yet
There isn't a scratch in my pages...



Some things will never be written,and

I'll be just a storyteller.....

Thursday 7 August 2014

I've grown up...

I had once woken,in
The middle of a night,to
A nightmare...


It's not the usual,anymore...



Everyday,as life unfolds
In ways,more intricate,than
The farthest of a fiction...

I sleep to a nightmare...



They say

I've grown up.....

The songbird...

The songbird sings again,from
Within the rusted metallic beams,to
My coffee cup mornings...


She sings,not to me...


She sings to another
She had once befriended...


The singular dream,painted across
The feathers,of a tired wing...



She sings to the desire,of

An unplanned independence.....

A love lost lullaby...

The silence,you had gifted
Lies forgotten,in my scribbles...


The pastels,you had brought along
Consumed,off time...


The story,you wanted me to write
Inked,in my lone skies...


The scent,you had left behind
Washed off,everyday,a bit of it...



The city sleeps,to
A love lost lullaby.....

The pursuit of happiness...

I stood blank,at the mirror...

Together,we walked out,in
The pursuit of happiness...



I need to be happy...

I complained to him...


At the end of a dusk,waits
A fresh daylight...


I refused his presence...



I walked the streets,alone,in
The pursuit of happiness.....

I needed some sleep...

A thought crossed me,as
I dusted the dirty linen of my bed...


The thought of a dead tomorrow...



Tomorrow,at the break of dawn
I wouldn't wake up,of habit
Off another night's sleep...


The mandates of a timekeeper
The thousand stories of an everyday
They would all be,meaningless...



I needed some sleep.....

Wednesday 6 August 2014

A madman...

I wanted to be a madman...



A drizzle of a city crowd,amidst
A bit of an unreasoned soliloquy...


The thick kohl and a lipstick,in between
Wearing the mud and filth,of a highway...


All of a monochrome reasoning,across
Lies,my unnoticed nonsense...


The lives,penned in the sands of an hourglass
Forgotten in them,my mistakes...



My desire,to be a madman.....

The fall of a dusk...

My city walks back home,at
The dawn of a dusk...



Untold stories,and accustomed lies
Linger,tired in a day's traffic...


The metallic streets sleep,to
A filthy lullaby...


A barbet loses her voice,to
The stale song,of a city crow...



You walk the road,another day,unnoticed
The fall of a dusk.....

The waves had broken my shores...

She wasn't there...


Wiped,off the sands of time
She was forgotten,in the depths of an endless...



She would come to me,in
A night's sleep,hold my hand...

Her lips would tremble,and
A whisper would say it all...



I wanted to dance in the rain
I wanted to breathe the fresh mountains,but

The waves had broken my shores.....

The dream of a fly...

She did fly,one more time
Carrying the fresh filth of a today...


Her frail wings fluttering
The depths of an hourglass...


She had a life to live,but
Not a dream to sleep...


The nasty bristles smelled,of
A rusted routine...



The pastels had been forgotten,with

The dream of a fly.....

Tuesday 5 August 2014

The last leaf...

I had gifted her a seed,once...


She splashed,and nursed it,with
The whole of her...



All,of what remains today,is
The last leaf...


And yet,she waters it as if
It was the first...



I hide my nightmares.in
The veil of a night's sleep...



Till,the last leaf falls.....

Many a few...

Many a thing was said,at
The depth of an unreasoned silence,and
A cloud of smoke...



Many a more was drowned,in
The fungus of a city crowd,and
A bit of a roadside crumb...



Many a life,baked,in
A bit of cumin and mustard...



Many a more,rephrased,by
Many a few.....

I would be gone...

There would be a day,when
All of it would be,meaningless...



The words you had saved,for
A tomorrow,that wasn't there...


The story in your crumpled pages
No one would hear again...


The one dream,you wanted to gift,would
Never wake,off a night's sleep...



The desire would still be there,but

I would be gone.....

Monday 4 August 2014

To be continued...

They were never there...

Meant for an end...



A paper boat in the city's puddle
A dried petal in my journal...


The splash of a rain,in my lone skies
The glimpse of a smile,my silver lining...


They are my people...


They are the intervals,in
The whole,of my poetry...



To be continued.....

My dark fairytale...

The busy city traffic,in between
A few moments,a cup of coffee...


The familiar clouds,and a monochrome sky
A few pastels,you had left behind...


The singular cobweb in a lone corner
A dream,slipped,off a careless lip...


The thorn of a rose,clung to it
A morsel of my warmth...



A thousand dirty feet,and my Howrah bridge,amidst
Lies,my dark fairytale.....

Sunday 3 August 2014

The me,within...

The kohl of your eyes,relished in it
A tired mask,my own...

Forgotten,in the city's filth...



The wristwatch,you described in
My life sketch...

Soaked,in the first dawn's dewdrops...



The whole of a residue,left in between
Penned,amid six strings,a few et cetera...



Over a cup of tea,I realise

The me,within.....

Where the end is endless...

I will meet you,at sunrise,in
My skies,beyond the scars of ethic...



A few charred lips,speak of
Innocence,from a curtain of deceit...


The whole of a public morality
Hangs,from the cobweb of a traffic...


There is a lot more to a memoir,than
The textbooks of virtue will ever know...



Where the end is endless...

I will wait for you,at the break of dawn.....

The road wasn't the usual...

I stood at the dawn,of
A couple of roads,parallel...



One of them,matured,and shabby
The other,smelling of fresh,wild grass...


I had to walk a road,for
Parallels could never meet...


My fingers,they smelled of fresh filth,and
People called me different...



I was never a rare,just that
The road wasn't the usual.....

There lies a tomorrow...

There lies a tomorrow...



Beyond the day's setting sun
Away,from the repeated mistakes of an immediate...


All,that had to be written,and
Yet,had remained,but untold...


The dreams that were missed
The thoughts of a desired new...


A sleep,unfinished
That had been left behind...



There lies a tomorrow.....

Friday 1 August 2014

A dream,she never dies...

There will come,a tomorrow...



Everything you wanted,will
Walk to life,off the shackles
Of a night's sleep...


You'll know...

The cuts and bruises,your own
They were reasoned,of worth...


Every yesterday,who had questioned,will be
Washed off,in the first rain...



You had to live.....

Thursday 31 July 2014

The day...

The day,there won't be
The dust,off your shoes,at my door...

I will know,you had to hurry...



The day,you won't break
A bit of routine,amidst the busy habits...

I will know,you had lacked chance...



The day,you won't find
From a dirty crowd of unnecessary rags...

The dried petals of a rose,I had once gifted...


I will know,the geometry of your being,has changed.....

You...

You are not my love...



You are the habit
I wake up to,every morning...


You are the story
I write,bits and crumbs,everyday...


You are the scent
I carry within,every droplet...



You are all of
An impure work,of

My fiction,and,my actuality.....

Monday 28 July 2014

My girl...

A few of her wild curls
Crumple,on my shores...


The lather,on her eyelashes
Wash away,the marks,off the sands...


Not a scribble of an erstwhile
She's my contemporary poetry...


The gravity within,is an untold
You'd never know,never invade...



She's my untamed girl...

She's my plethora,my seas.....

Sunday 27 July 2014

Nataraj...

Infinity,will end today,to
Begin,all afresh...


The dance of bliss has begun,lighting
The fire of light...


Standing on a toe,his face stoic
He wears the umbilical cord...


He dances to the rhythm,off illusion
The timekeeper held,in his hand...



Ignorance gasps,for a breath of life,at


The feet of Nataraj.....

Saturday 26 July 2014

Mockingbird...

She was a free bird...


Her wings,she flew them to freedom...



A rhythm,she found,by the road
She thought was her's...


Her uncertainties were restricted,to
Crumbs of a stale bread...


She sang a song,off her tired wings
The mirror of an original...



She was a free bird...


She was my mockingbird.....




Have you ever thought...

Have you ever thought...


The vermillion of a forehead,is it a dawn,or a twilight...


The rain drenched sky is impeccable,yet
Your skin smells of a dried filth...


The differences,are they just a difference,or
The whole of it,an Aesop's fable...


The crowd of my city,are they busy,maybe
Just lonely...



So many had to be thought...


Have you ever thought.....

Ides of March...

Another of a kingdom,will
Change hands,this sunset...


A narcissistic lord,will
Fall,to hidden imperfections...


A pal,will write the unusual,for
The sake of a misplaced honour...



Someday,all of it,will be summed,in
A page,of a lost chapter...



Caesar will sleep to the setting sun...


The Ides of March have come.....

Friday 25 July 2014

I wanted to tell a story...

I wanted to tell a story...

All of it remained,undone...


Bits and pieces,rest,here and there...



Some of it,forgotten,in a night's sleep
Some was burnt,in the ashes of a cigarette
A part of it,lost,in the city's accustomed crowd
A bit,stirred,in the day's temperature
A few had quit,before I did know...

What remained in the pages,remained,off the rest...



My story was left,untold.....

Through a looking glass...

The eyelashes were perfectly dry
The reason to cry,had been forgotten...



The sleep was just a habit,today
The singular dream that remained,had lost an excuse...



The writings were all of a gibberish
The poetry within,had left behind,the memoir...



The life was,but,a profession
The mortal inside,had slept to,a sunset...





He had looked back at him...


Through a looking glass.....

Gravity...

It's all gravity...



The answers I keep looking for,in
The troubled waves,of your hair...


The tears,blackened,in
The dried kohl of your eyes...


The paradigm of a desire,in
The vapour,of a shared cigarette...


The untold,accustomed fiction,in
The unfinished smile,carrying you...



Of gravity.....

Forever...

A promise of a forever,has
Ended,over a coffee cup...


A dream that used to be constant
Scratched,off a night's sleep...


A story I had started,over and over again
Remains,to be continued...


An eternal love song,you wanted to hear
I've dropped it somewhere...



My forever lies,hidden,in

The depth of a dawn,and a dusk.....

Thursday 24 July 2014

Everyday...

You had told me,

Your scribbles are unusual...


I had smiled,insufficient...



I whispered,
Wipe the kohl,off your eyes
You'll know,they are stale...



I'm not learned
My grammar is affordable...



Between an urbane crowd

I'm an everyday.....

My gibberish...

A bit of dirt,a bit of filth
Crumbs of a pastel,and a black and white

Amidst,halts my city,a minute...



A splash of rain and shine
A length of rice and curry,and a singular fish bone

Halfway,clings my dream,a splinter...



At the length of your kohl and lipstick
Lost are some words,unsophisticated...



A busy fly,on its dull wings

I find,all of my gibberish.....

You had said...

A cynical feline,all by herself
Walked the middle of a road...

You had said,it was ill...


A helpless mongrel,all of sudden
Wept to herself,alone...

You had said,it was an omen...



I had asked,why...

Mandates couldn't be questioned...



Between real and reality

You had said.....

Wednesday 23 July 2014

Only if...

Erasing the dirt of time,if
I could go back...



In the middle of a day,woken off sleep
The dream of a previous night could be repeated...


The chanced mistakes of an everyday
One by one,could be undone...


The script of surviving,forgotten,in
The search of,a slice of life...



Only if...


I could start,all over again.....

It had rained...

A pair of feet walks by,of habit
Wearing the filth of yesterday...


A distant,dry leaf,sails through
The puddle of a previous sunset...


The fragrance of the first rain
Loses,in the city's dawn...


Morsels of it,yet remain,in
The potholes of a concrete...



In my lone skies


It had rained last night.....

Tuesday 22 July 2014

Last poem...

I could have stood still,if
A bit of rest could be found in the hands of a clock...




At the end of a sunset,if
The lights could be turned off...

In the epilogue of a routine habit
A new is written...

Throwing off the dirt of a yesterday
Moments fade,lacking life...





At your difference,is composed
My last poem.....

My childhood...

I've lost my childhood...



The nursery rhyme I knew well
My first spelling mistake
I couldn't find them,anymore...


A slice of a fresh lie
The search for freedom,in my first cigarette
All of them are,just a habit today...



I've lost my childhood,in
The crowd of a desire,to grow up...


Time has shed skin.....

A story...

You had told me,

Do write a story,for me...



I sat down to write
A story,a different...


There wasn't a scratch in my blank pages...


The story had been penned,at
The length of a nothing...


If,at the end of a sunset,you could find it
Know,it was,for you...



Essays are common.....

Monday 21 July 2014

Of me and Livingstone...

I walk the same road...



I live,in
The search of an unaccustomed alley...

A path,unnoticed,lost in
A forgotten journey...

A hidden arcade
Beyond the skies of virtue and vice,waits
Being unearthed,off a long sleep...



I walk the same road...


The footsteps of Livingstone.....

Sunday 20 July 2014

One...

I wanted to be one...



Write a first
That had never been written...

I did write one...

One more of that had been said...


The dream of an original
That had never been dreamt...


It was yet another dream...



I wanted to be one...


I am just one more.....

My Calcutta isn't happy...

I couldn't find happiness...



The Howrah bridge stands,adamant
Wearing the city's sweat...

In an inexpensive cup of tea,by the road
The rain drenched tea turns only...

A thick scent in the crowd of a bus
Untold were the people in it...

My city has remained...

What changed were a few pages...



My Calcutta isn't happy.....

Saturday 19 July 2014

A thing...

There's always a thing...



All that was said, and not
That remained,off dreams and actuality
The singular droplet on a tired leaf
A slice of the cigarette ash on the skin
The complete dark of a new moon night
The poetry in your silence
The curve in a straight line...



There's always a thing...


There's a thing in nothing.....

Thursday 17 July 2014

I couldn't write...

A lot remained,unwritten...



Between my today and to be,lies penned
A love story,soiled...


The city's busy congestion,archaic traffic,carries within
Mortal disguise and the skin,off stories...


The desire to sing a favourite,and
Completely forgetting all of the lyric...


The remains of what had been washed,of
A singular footstep,by the sea...



I couldn't write a feeling.....

Wednesday 16 July 2014

Yours Chitrangada...

To whom it may concern...



My manhood is,but a mask
I carry a woman within...
I don't respect grammar
I'm an original...
You can rub the kohl,off my eyes
Call me an eccentric...
Your habits never ruffled me
I would still be the same...



Yours Chitrangada.....

Tuesday 15 July 2014

I will come home...

I will come home...



The edge of a wild grass
A drop of fresh dew...

The broken earth,off warmth
A sudden downpour...

A black and white canvas
A slice of a shaded pastel...

An accustomed windpipe
The absence of dictates...



I will come home.....

Monday 14 July 2014

Let me be the blue...

Let me be the blue...



Wearing a length of the sky
Misty,off a rain splash
A slice of breath,in my monochrome citylife
The whole of an unknown canvas
The stanza of an untried song
The feathers on the wing of a wild goose
The footsteps of a dead rose
The rusted railing by the abyss...



Let me be the blue.....

Sunday 13 July 2014

On the death of a cigarette...

At the length of a costed matchstick
Finds life,wrapped off nicotine,a cigarette...



A moment's life,will end in a moment
Carrying within,the wrinkles of yesterday,for a moment...



A few sips,off a crowded smoke,confines
Some,of my lousy habit...


The thick rush of smoke,loses character
And,in a moment,unnoticed,lies forgotten
My calculated moments,some more of them...


Blended,off time,sleeps,a cold cigarette.....

Saturday 12 July 2014

The girl...

The closet,by the chanced arcade
A girl stays on,incessantly...



A mass of wild hair,tied to
A bun,of neglect...



A few dreams,of an erstwhile
Washed off,bits and pieces,in
The crumbs and fish bones,and
A fair bit,of used habits...



The days of a life,clings to
The almost damp,pale churidar...



 The end of an inapt bath...

A bit of yesterday,lingers on.....

Friday 11 July 2014

I'm not what I am...

I'm not what I am.



I am all of,what
Lies,between the cup and the lip...



I am scattered,in the whole
Of your perception,and
What you would never know...



I am all of,I could,and
What I couldn't be...



At the length of real and reality,lies

My being.....

Thursday 10 July 2014

I'm an artist...

I'm an artist...


I live with words...


I'm intellectually bald
My abstractions are naked...



I'm not different.


I live the simple.



Reviving the forgotten simplicity,is
The greatest form of art...


And
I'm an artist.....

Of men and women...

Men are from Mars.
Women,from Venus.


That's what they had to say.



Both belonged to Earth,of actuality...



They were congruent,in bits,and
Abstractly different,at times...



What had been left,in between,was


The urge,to be the same.....

Wednesday 9 July 2014

Of all,that was said...

A lot had to be said.



Some was said,some more,untold...




Some had clinged,onto
The morning cup of tea,fresh from a sleep...



Some were knit,in
The monochrome smoke of a cigarette...



Some got washed away,with
The dirt of yesterday,off a rain...



Some of it,confined,in
Every morsel of a poetry...





Some of it,yet,unsaid,for


The lack of an address.....

Tuesday 8 July 2014

Charulata...

Charulata wakes off one more sleep.


Bits and pieces of dreams,draped in the folds of her saree.



The vermillion on her forehead,smudged
A bit in the coffee cup,a bit in the lentil rice...


A bunch of unruly hair,peeps through
What had been tied to a bun...


Stuck in the arms of a clock,lies
The secrets of a busy memoir...


The loneliness,a routine habit,lies
Hidden,in slices of Tagore...


A sudden,unknown desire,lies
Stuck,in a leftover fish bone...


The person is washed off,everyday,in bits,as
She learns to put on an unknown surname...





Stuck in the antenna,lies one kite,lonely
Married to last night's stale leftovers,my Charulata.....

Monday 7 July 2014

Transparency...

The moon stood constant
In
The still waters.



But
I had lost myself
To              
The clouds of time...






I looked at the mirror.
He looked back.


Some stranger he was.



The apparent had lost its distinct.



I had lost me,to them.....

Sunday 6 July 2014

Smoking is injurious to health...

And they say
Smoking is injurious to health...




A bunch of colours,and metaphors,and
The same lies,talked off different lips.

A cancer consumes us,slowly.

They call it government...




And they say
Smoking is injurious to health...




How much I splash colours
My skies remain bloodless.

Another parasite feeds on one more of our daughters.

They call it a mistake...




And they say
Smoking is injurious to health...




A thousand dreams pile up the bin.

Another of an original,lost in
The chaos of the ordinary.

They call it society...




And they say
Smoking is injurious to health.....

Saturday 5 July 2014

Was it me...

The pleasant breeze did kiss
All of the skin,it could find.


My sky was burnt,of
Thoughts and cigarette ash.


The air had love in it.


My breath was soiled,of
A lost innocence,and
A forgotten simplicity...




I stood there,but

The mirror was murky,or,was it me.....

What was left...

You had left my door,and
We knew,there was nothing left...


I reclined in my deckchair
Picked up a novel,but couldn't read a page...


I looked back at the table.


The half-left sandwich,the lettuce leaves
The scar of a rich lipstick on the coffee cup...


Carrying all of you,within
They had been left behind...




You had left my door. But.....

Friday 4 July 2014

I couldn't write...

What remained of a leftover cigarette
Filled in,every wrinkle of my brain.

I sit down with my diary
The desire to write a new tune.

The whole of life
Tagore had penned it all
What was left,in pieces
The others drew a full stop to it...

My pages remained a complete blank
I couldn't write a fresh poetry...




The government has changed hands
The blue of the sky redone.

People stand by each other,and
Sings love,on air...

The soil smells of change,yet
Calcutta is decidedly Calcutta.

I write the same poetry in a different name,because
I couldn't write a fresh poetry...




Be it Ranjana or Charulata
Bela Bose to Nilanjana
They breathe the city,in
Halter neck tops and tight jeans.

Altitude is got,off high heels...

The song-seller of yesterday
Roams the streets and by-lanes
Living in bits,off his harmonium.

The difference of the grey skies,and
The metallic tramline,ends in
One more of the same chord.

One more page lies crumpled in the corner.

I tried and tried,and yet
I couldn't write a fresh poetry.....

Thursday 3 July 2014

Dawn and dusk...

The fingers that once held him by the hand
Wrinkled of time,tremble...


The shoulder he used to complain to
Dried,off the last of his tears...


The eyes he searched his answers in
Weathered by defeats,that couldn't be forgotten...


The first poetry he had stolen to write
Rusted in the yellowed pages of neglect...


The unspoken dream that was never dared
Buried deep down his actuality...






A son and a father walks along
The difference of dawn and dusk.....

Wednesday 2 July 2014

That night I rained inside me...

The sky was too black
Hiding in it,all the grey of life
She had to give in,once for all.


That night I rained inside me...






The skin of a dead dream
The dirt that had piled within
Some habits had to be forgotten.


That night I rained inside me...






Days that had grown distance
The memories contained,in my wrinkles
I had to give up lingering.


That night I rained inside me.....

The life of a dream...

It was another of a morning
Basked in the broad daylight,until
I woke off the dream...



All of it was just a dream...




The girl I met at the bus stop
The secret wish on a singular eyelash
The innocence,long lost
They were all a dream...




The hundred dreams that died everyday
In bits and pieces...


The one dream
I thought was my reality...


They were never there,never born.

All of it was just a dream...




The missed call,I had never missed...


The poetry I was writing,or
I thought was my very own...


They were there...a dream.....

Tuesday 1 July 2014

Theory of relativity...

I could laugh and yet not be happy...

It's all about parallelism...




I could just walk down the road
In search of new,you could think.


And only I would know the story
Of
A lost traveller...




I could sit down and write
All of a gibberish...
And you would call that poetry.




I could just spill some water off a glass
And you would debate it
Half of a fill or emptiness...




I could just speak aloud to me
And you would call me a lunatic...


The side of the asylum you stand in
Defines normalcy.....

Saturday 28 June 2014

Lullaby...

One more time,                                  Waking off a sleep
I stand...


The temperature of  the real                 Brushes the skin.



The fake fluidity of the mirror
I keep looking for me                           In it...



Afraid of broken dreams
I drift away                                          A bit more
From
The remains of my innocence...




A few dreams gathered,                       Without a reason
The moist eyelashes
The arteries pumping pain
All of it remains                                    Very intimate.




Behind a faded smile,stays
The going away,of,                                A lost love.
Reviving one more of an illusion
I don't sit down,writing                          Another song...




A fancied desire to overlook
Goes down the food pipe                                      
Wet,                                                    Off cheap liquor.





A few words,found,without notice
And another of a pretended love poem
Lost,amidst the silence of drunken halogens...





One more time
I sing the lullaby                                   To myself
Wishing
The length I had walked wrong,is
Washed,off a sleep.....

Friday 27 June 2014

I am...

Bloodline is inherited.
Not the poetry within.

Born off a poet       Doesn't make you one.
Nor does it             Ease your road.



Poetry isn't born off a fresh rose.
But,
The wounds,off the thorns.



Morning does show the day.
Just that,sometimes
The previous day's glory clings on          A patch of clouds
In the fresh morning sky.



I wanted to write.
But,
My lineage was too heavy.
I was afraid of failures,        Of disgrace
Till I was pushed against the wall.


I knew I had to write.          I just had to write.


People pulled me down.       My shoulders,weighed down off history.
I tripped.I fell.                      And rose again,to poetry.


I have read Tagore.        I have read Shakespeare.

Not Picasso.                  Neither Neruda.


I'm just Pablo.....


Fairytale...

My phone,lying on the bed
Declares existence,a brief glint of light.

The lucid canopy unveils,one more
Of a fairytale love note.



The head,far over heels.
Not a butterfly strolling the stomach's length.
I can't fake,being naive
Peddling one more of a story...




Losing myself in your thoughts
I don't ignore my nightly laze.
In a sleep,filled of fatigue
There isn't an unnecessary fantasy.




A bit of a moment's lure
A bit,off the day's habits.


One more of just a page,in
A novel,they call life.


Trickling off the tides of time,moments
Flip another of a leaf.

In the forlorn sky
One more of an orb sinks.

History cannot be lived in
Time sprints the pages of a calendar
And,abruptly,one more of a life,is
Forgotten,leaving behind,just a name.


Of love,between real and reality
I couldn't finish my fairytale.....

Thursday 26 June 2014

Footpath...

The habit of a half-starved stomach
Sleeps,embracing the insignificant entity...





On the edge of the footpath
A beggar,without a name to call.

All of her self,masked
In some dirty nickels and dimes...





A few familiar flies
Once,twice,thrice
Kisses,grown of neglect
A thick skin of the city's dirt...


The cheap chalice of clay
Every bit of it,blended
In,a graphic mortal,and
The insipid stories of,one more...




Another of the eyes,that dreamt
Wasted,at the length of the poetry,penned...



Alloyed in the last smoke,of
A depleted cigarette.


One more of a spoilt innocence
Contained,in the tobacco-stained walls...





People,or just the loneliness within
Prefers losing itself,in the crowd
If,that could be the cure,for a moment...





Perched alone,more of habit
The lamp post by the road
Hides,in its tired eyes
A thousand stories,untold
A spent footpath of the city.....

Wednesday 25 June 2014

Dying to live...

I'm dying to live.

I have a life to live.


For years,I longed,and
I wanted to die...



The road was long.

The sun was harsh.



The scars,time left behind
Never grew skin,again...




Dreams bled,some to ashes...

And death looked the only escape...



One last time,before it's over...


I'm living life,in a day.....

Tuesday 24 June 2014

Plagiarised...

The crowd around,the people
It's all so synthetic...


They live,but,penned thoughts
They thought were their's...


Not a dream to sleep with
No life to wake to...


A paper louse feeding on dictates
It thought,was essential,to survive...



An unblemished story is a forbidden fruit.

Stale leftovers are easier,a habit.....

Sunday 22 June 2014

It's not love...

I don't love you as the red rose.

Not because you are a diamond.

I love you as the piece of glass
The darkness between life and shadow...






I love you as the dew drop
That carries the essence of light.

I love you as the pitch black
That defines the brown of the sky...






I love you,not for a reason
Not of passion or intricacies.

It's not that I love you,but
The lurching desire to hate you,gives in...





There's not love between us,just
The warmth you carry,in me
The fragrance you leave behind
They are all,mine.....

The Gariahat crossing...

Today,at length of four summers,abruptly
I stand,face-off,the Gariahat crossing...







In the shadow of the flyover
Rests a crowd of alloy wheels.

A lit cigarette,oblique,between the lips
I walked the footpath,my very own.
The unfamiliar stalls,off the roadside
Adding to the unnecessary noise of the city.

A tram moves on,at a distance
Carrying a morsel of the afternoon activity.

The familiar streets lack the simplicity
The Gariahat crossing,a stranger to me...








On the edge of the footpath,lived
A madman,who weaved his own stories.
I couldn't find him
Not an address,he had left.

The emptiness beside my school
Lost in a mall's plastic busyness.

Cheap stalls flock the roads,as if,wild grass
Breaching lengths of the narrowing footpath.

Someday,somehow,it has been recast
The Gariahat crossing,a complete stranger to me...








Memories,a lot of them,winks by
The days of fresh adolescence.

Many a story,cloudy,overcast.

The first flavour of freedom
In between two naive fingers
The half life of a cigarette.

I dug in,every street,but
Couldn't find a story,I knew.

A minute's Gariahat,has changed,in a minute
The Gariahat crossing,is but,a stranger to me.....



Saturday 21 June 2014

Et cetera...

One more of a sleepless night.

The timekeeper calls midnight.

The cigarette ceases to exist
Severely lacking life.

The pitch black sky of a new moon night
A few grains of shimmer,off the pale halogen.

Amongst what remained of the long dead dreams
They are my hard-earned stipend.

Beyond the fairy tale of love,is written
The story of a real-life romance.

In the pseudo-hectic city life
They are my et cetera...








The fairy of Victoria,she stands still
Tired of her routined life.

At a distance,one could walk
Tagore looks on,the flyover.

Bits of poetry,here and there
Born off the crystal dew drops.

Somewhere,unnoticed,lies
The peeled skin of a love-story.

In the black and white of the city
They are my et cetera...







All,that remained,of privacy,finds
The banner at the busy crossing.

At the length of real and reality
One more story is penned.

Amidst the unfamiliar crowd of a bus
A scent,I knew very well.

At the end of a broken dream,begins
One more of the same affair.

In the intimacies of the city
They are my et cetera.....

Friday 20 June 2014

Synonyms...

My lucid skies
Sprinkle a handful of lustre.

A bit unnoticed,of reluctance
Wears a bridal crimson.

Erasing off,yesterday's complaints
A new dawn spies in...





The dreams spread wings,again
Life peels off sleep,in the morning tea.

The mistakes of yesterday,alloyed
In tryst with the calendar.

The desire to scribble poetry
Resides,the oxygen in me...





The wait for you
Stealing a sleep,between.

Waking off it,again
In search of my words.

The thirst,to write with you
A poem,untold.....

Thursday 19 June 2014

The day I met Tagore...

The sky was pretty ambiguous.And I was no different,either.It wasn't the clouds.But,an absolute lack of shine.As if,the sun had declined.The cigarette was actually being wasted,than,smoked to effect.It wasn't a Sunday.But,afternoons are lazy.Specially when you've been fired,two days back.

                                                            I was badly tired.The world around,was actually running blur...



               "Son!"
 
Now,what is this?There wasn't a second soul in the entire house!I was definitely hallucinating.

    "Son!"     I turned in the direction of the voice.
                                             
                                   The elderly man was definitely one lazy of his kind,evident from the excessively unnecessary vegetation,that had gathered everywhere above his neck and touched down his chest.His lips were almost entirely missing!
                                            "Grandpa!A Gillette razor costs you fifty bucks!"

"Son,have you imagined Tagore,without an overflowing mane and beard?"

"That doesn't mean,anybody,who puts on the same,comes up and says,I AM TAGORE!"

"I AM TAGORE."

"Really?I thought your episode was over,way back in 1941!"

"Do you think so,son?On my way,I heard some of my songs being played and sung in houses!People reciting me in classrooms and coffee shops!"

"My great great grandpa,you are mistaken.You are not what you think you are."

"Tell me son.What am I?"

"You are a curse."

"Why so,son?"

"WHY??People have been roting and reciting you for seventy-three goddamn years,even after your death.I don't mind.But,you are not the only poet,song-writer or story-teller!It's hilarious how people have turned Tagore,a religion!Do you think it's good that people are stuck over you?And they don't even feel it necessary to move on?To explore,experiment?Writing something of their own,rather than vomitting your verses?"

"Son,I never told them,make me your religion.I never wanted people to limit themselves with me.People love me.So,they sing me,read me and recite me!"

"It's not love.You are just a bad habit,people are afraid of giving up.I just hate you!Whatever I write,my mom says,Tagore wrote it!Nonsense,man!You are no god!"

"Son,I am no god,and,I was never one.People are always afraid of embracing a change,stepping out of their comfort zone.I always wanted change.I always favoured change.This is not what I wanted."

"You know what,I will erase this habit called Tagore."

"Son,remember.Write.People will read you.Write well.People will love you.But,never take away Tagore from them.They will make you,their habit....."

Wednesday 18 June 2014

Tagore and me...

Of fondness,and habit,in bits
Tagore grows some more age.

Some of it,dipped in the morning tea
Some of it mixed with the rice and fish bones.

The moments are captured,easily
In courtesy of Tagore.

I start with Tagore
And end in Tagore...







My childish games,my cravings
They are entirely mine.

What if,they don't wear
Tagore's cloak?

My thoughts,let them be
Painted in my commas and full-stops.

Living with Tagore,I will
Write something,my very own.....



Monday 16 June 2014

She...

She was fearless,they said
In her elegy...

She wasn't worthy,alive
Her afterlife made the front page...

A hundred candles burnt
A thousand words wasted
The smudged kohl of her eyes
Lost in the night sky...

A week later,she was,but,a full-stop
A name,lost somewhere,in the cobwebs.....

If...

The sun looks on,with tired eyes
The clouds fleeting the sky
Only if,he could be one of them
What if,for the length of moments...

The metallic tram-line sleeps,wearing
The dirt of the molten-peach street
Going beyond what lies between real and reality
If somebody would recite a poem...

At the end of office,amidst the crowd
A pair of eyes keep searching
Only if,in the routined existence
He could breathe fresh life,defeating time...

The stale dinner of last night
Flavoured with the broken dreams of dawn
Time pens another novel
Wishing,this could be different...

A bohemian,sleep-lost
Walks some more of the road
In pursuit of a new address
If he could lose himself,even for the time-being.....

An elegy...

There were thoughts.
A lot of them.
Crowding the length of my intellect.

I could have written an entire book
Somewhere,in my mind
And forgotten it,the next morning.

I could have set them free.
The thoughts,as they came
I could have let them go
But,I didn't...

There they lay,cold.
Their blood stained with ink.
Their mortal remains,caged
In the stretch of an entire poem.....

Sunday 15 June 2014

Blur...

Moving out of the darkness
Breaking free of dreams
At the end of a sleep,one more day
Lies trapped,in the traffic...




The very familiar crowd at the bus stop
Amidst them,stands a couple of new faces
Walking with the tired alloy wheels
They will become the crowd,today...




The moments lose life,one after the other
As desired by time's mandate
The few grey strands of hair
Costed,of experience...




Shedding off yesterday's dirt
I sit down to address the tomorrow
At the length of the past and future
My today remains a blur.....

Saturday 14 June 2014

Ashes...

Everything I wake up to,are
All too familiar
I want to sleep,a bit more
In my cushion of dreams...

The city streets,are
A bit too crowded,with faces
I walk a different road
Wishing,I could be lost...

Of being used and abused
Tagore has lost meaning
I sit down to write something new
In the name of poetry...

The guards of time
Have it measured,in days and moments
I want to live,a bit more
Before turning ashes.....

Tuesday 10 June 2014

Her daughters...

Our mother is independent
Her daughters aren't.

The sun burns the skin
Beneath,lies complete dark
The day brings in
A fresh struggle for life.

The morning newspaper,witness to
Fresh scars of yesterday.

Somewhere,a daughter
Drowned in vermillion
Burns in the pyre of the price
Her parents couldn't meet.

One more of a life
Turns dust,even before a breath
A daughter is a curse,they said
A mother's tears,unheard,torn apart.

Yet another daughter returns home
Soiled in society's puddle
Washes off the dirt on her
No rain,enough,to cleanse the kind.

Our mother is independent
Her daughters aren't.....


Monday 9 June 2014

Something...

He was a lad of sixteen
Rebel for reasons he thought
A dreamer,reluctant enough
Of actually growing up.
Dreams had wings,not limits
Life was precise,though
Days turned pages of the past
He defied,giving in
One more time,the sun creeped in
Through the overnight dreams to reality
He did finally grow up
Wearing the mascara of the burnt cigarettes of time
Only that he was arrogant enough
To dream,even in the absence of sleep
And today he walks a road
Dreams on one end,life on the other
A rebel,lasting seven summers
Ends,dawning a new sun
The war won,he smiles at me
I smile at the mirror.....

Saturday 7 June 2014

An ode to love...

A lot has been written,of love
A lot more will find the pen
Many a dream drowned to death
Though some managed the shore
Some turned martyrs,some saints
Most of them,once in a while,bred poetry
Some turned songs,others filling up the bin
And here I am,one fool,lacking words.

Butterflies aren't there,no violins playing
Life is king-size,only in advertised signages
Dreams are better,being dreams
So,walking with her is my reality
A kiss to sleep,one more to good morning
I am no Romeo,she isn't Juliet either
We live,not mere pages of literature
Not just a dream,but,in love.....

Friday 6 June 2014

The Proposal...

Hold my hand,once
For the meaning of it
And I will be the ring
Kissing your finger.

Look at me,one more time
Meaning everything you wanted to
And I will be the kohl
Brushed against your eyelashes.

Embrace me,yet again
Meaning what it feels
And I will be the fragrance
You carry in your skin.

Speak to me,without a word
Meaning all,silence could
And I will be the lyric
The love song you wanted to write.....

An address,different...

You had asked me
Where do I stay...

There isn't an address
A known post-office
I dwell the city.
The city streets
In the stories of a thousand
The dim street lights
In the eyes
That can't afford a dream
The beggar,by the road
In Tagore's love songs
The green of the fields
Skin,moist of sweat
The crowded buses,and trains
The phone number,of
A girl,without a name to call
The tides of the Ganges
I live in them,with them
In bits,maybe,entirely.....

Thursday 5 June 2014

Behind a mask...

I was,once
Sad and lonely
Having nobody to comfort me
So,I wore a mask
That always smiled
Hide my feelings
Behind a lie
That said,"I'm fine."

I was never fine
But,wanted to say
That,all wasn't good
I needed someone
Who would look
Straight into my eyes
Hear my unspoken pain
And every bit of it
That my dead silence
Wanted to say...

Today,I'm living
A lie called life
I'm just surviving
In the name of life
The mask,I wear
Keeps smiling,untired
Hiding every drop
Of my pain
That silently escaped
My wet eyelashes...

All behind a mask
That always smiled.....

Wednesday 4 June 2014

Couldn't be in love...

The midnight cigarette is,but ashes
Unnoticed,lacking tobacco
Swollen plaster of walls,neglected
Speaking difference,a slogan erected
On a lazy winter morning
Lies on the footbridge,basked in the sun
The real meaning of love.
The lack of being
A city of three hundred summers
Walking the roads I knew
In search of love
I end up,lost
Amidst the chaos,people
Tired of living a lie
In a corner seat of the cinema
The sudden growing up of someone
The empty box of popcorn
Moments,that are past
In the crowd of cheap halogens
My city feeds on shades
People walk their lives
Between real and reality
Not even a skeleton of love
The grave-diggers did find
Hides in the words of love songs
The habit of sleepless nights
I came to fathom love,but
I couldn't be in love.....

Of residues...

Time is arrogant enough
Deaf to human words
Never does it learn,to
Freeze in the moment
Some more of life
That,days had measured
Goes down the worth
Matching steps with time
And some of it lies
In the distance of expense...

The summers spent,bathes
In another day's dirt
The sudden growing up
Costing an entire boyhood
The sighs and laments
Masked,beneath a half-smile
A couple of the hair strands
Greyed,lacking green
Somebody goes by,whispering
Time's losing to tariffs...

Someday,somewhere,somehow
All of it will end
Whatever had remained,of
Days of a life
Amidst the thick swarm of names
The name will last,of residues.....

Tuesday 3 June 2014

The urchin of the streets...

Yet again I wake up
In my bed of concrete
To the noises of heavy tyres
Travelling the distance of the flyover
A jobless father
An ailing mother
A sister and her dreams
They make my world
My life of alms
The urchin of the streets...

I too had dreams
Dreams that were just mine
Dreams of being different
Standing out in the crowd
Today,I am different indeed
Shunned by the society
I too had a name
Which lies buried today
Beneath what the society calls me
The urchin of the streets...

Sometimes,a piece of bread
Weathered in the city's dirt
Sometimes,nothing but hunger
To feed on,for the day
A life,begged of alms
It remains yet another story
Forgotten,just like the others
Not a name to call
Not a dream to live
It's just another struggle
To survive the moment
Growing the habit
Of being called
The urchin of the streets.....

Dry leaves...

The citylife wheels through
Another routine busy day.

The last grains of sand
Ending some more of a length.

Nobody really noticed, when
The chapter of growing up was over...







The gaps that held a pencil once
Smell of smoke and ashes.

The misspelled words of a child
Are life's grammatical errors, today.

The eyes kohled in fatigue
Not a sleep, that could dream.


The city lies scattered
With the sands of time
In an eye's minus power
The burnt end of a cigarette
Waking upoff a midnight sleep
The pages of an unread journal
In a faint memoir, or
The expense of an entire poem...







Thousands of brittle lives
Dead as the dry leaves of time
The letters, rusted of neglect
Of a yellowed love
The name reads the same
What changes, isthe skin.....

Monday 2 June 2014

The other horizon...

The rusted,hackneyed society
Filled with painful orifices
The fatally hostile faces
Beneath a pack of jovial masks
Lies in the abyss of darkness
Laments some tattered hysterics
I don't have the zest
To abate the harsh reality
The zenith of success is,but
All,of an illusion.....

Once upon a time...

There was a boy
There was a girl
They met by the hour
Befriended by chance
Loved by choice
Parted with time...




One swallow never made a summer
One summer a lifetime
Three silent winters,between
They met that spring,again...




Words found their way
Amidst patches of silence
Memories breathed fresh life
As if,were yesterday...




They met by choice
They stayed by choice
The sun did set one more time
And love had slipped the hour.....

A eunuch story...

I can't take anymore
I have had enough
Is it really my mistake
That I was born this way?
I was born different
But a human being
Feelings and emotions,my own
Like every other
Of the human kind
But,they are ashamed
To give me even a corner
They call me a eunuch...

Can somebody really change
The law of nature?
A victim of the law
I am,but,a cursed mutant
A child passes by
A certain sense of fear
He hides in his eyes
I walk the roads
Picking abuses from here and there
As I clap the infamous frequency
A life,worth some filthy dimes
I am,but,a eunuch...

I don't remember my doll-house
Or playing hide-and-seek
I don't remember my first love
I was never given a license
To be impregnated of feelings
Today,I'm just another one
Of  God's lesser children
I'm just another eunuch...
Nobody would shed a drop of sorrow
My lifeless body,still and stiff
Yet another story will
Like all other stories
Come to a full stop...
The story of a eunuch.....

Saturday 31 May 2014

Putting together...

The March sky lacks character
A vague misty sheet of clouds
The room devoid of an order
Fighting the smoke of an entire cigarette
A drongo takes off
After minutes of solitude,in the cable wire
The bricks paled,with rusts of time
A pair of half-fed hands goes by
Feeling the heat,for a day's bread
A pair of shoes rush off the road
On an otherwise lazy morning
Picking up fresh dirt in his shoes
And leaving behind yester's footprints.....

Friday 30 May 2014

Of dreams and reality...

There were butterflies
Journeying the length of my stomach
There was a piano playing somewhere
A soft rush of the dead leaves
The morning was bathing sunlight
Smelling of fresh spring
She was standing,some distance away
And I couldn't hide my smile
A rush of blood flowing through
My mind tranced,as if drugged
Was it actually,or probably
Just a dream,a stupid one...

I was falling down
The landscape vanishing fast
Was I going the wrong way?
Or was it,just a thought,that
I was head-over-heels?
The sun kissing her cheeks red
A smile crossing her lips
And I couldn't really stop
My heart fighting to escape me
And there I was,knees on the ground
Was I feeling,or living
Just a dream,a sweet one...

Her fingers fitted perfectly
As I held her hand
The sky was tinge of crimson
How much reflecting myself
The outline of the brinks
Drowned in the dark depths
The sun was setting to leave
And despite wanting badly enough
To hold her back in my arms
She was going back,to
Where she had come from
It was a dream worth living
Just a dream,a worthy one.....

Thursday 29 May 2014

Journey....

Time creeps along some more distance
The length of an entire cigarette
I end up one more of my sleeps
Trying to undo my mistakes,one by one
A few fragments of a long dead dream
Refuse giving up their existence
I stare,bemused,at the mirror
Vaguely imprinting the face,I keep looking for
A child stands,at a distance
Remnants of what couldn't be the same
One more of a nightly fable
Jumps to the flames of harsh daylight
I walk a day,closer to the dust
Wishing I could be,where I belong.....

Differences...

I walk the same road
Growing a day older
The city's dirt and dust
Piles up,unnoticed
Quite similar to the ashes
Slowly consuming the cigarette I hold
I visit the same dream
One more day
The city's songs and lullabies
Rhymes along the traffic
Matching the congruency of dreams
Mine,lost in the clouded cityskape
I hold the same hand
Another day,once more
The city's stories and essays
Adding chapters to the city life
Echoing the waves of my novel
Struggling to write an original
I walk the same road
Growing a day older
The city's life moves along
Hand in hand,a mass of emotions
How much the same way
I walk with the rest of us.......