In the dead dark
Even curtains become doors
It's personal, it's bloody personal.
When you see faces smiling at you, on your screen
Faces you know, have been burnt to ashes
When you pray that single tick on the messenger reads "seen" someday
Messages you know, have lost their way in a dead inbox
When you hear wailing voices tearing apart on calls
Voices you know, are now all a matter of the past
The Government has skeletons in the cupboard and yet no regrets, no fucks to give
We, who didn't have cupboards big enough for skeletons, now have ghosts in our heads
Try
Try even if you fall
Try even if it breaks you to get back on your feet
And then one day
It'll all fit
Not how you imagined it to be
But fit nevertheless
And then one day
It'll all make sense
Why trying was never a choice
But the singular truth
Failure is obvious; sucess is a choice
Death is inevitable; life is a privilege
But then, how could you ever succeed if you were too fragile to fail?
But then, how would you ever live if you were too damned to die?
What's worse?
The fear of your scars being cut open all over again
The letting go of a possibility to keep your scars guarded in band-aids of denial
Or, dwindling between bouts of both
How'd you ever know unless you've lived them, and beyond?
Not all love stories are meant to be poetry
Some love stories are the making of obituaries
Not all love stories are meant to be in love
Some love stories are the making of wars
Everything is fair in love and war, someone once said
And love was never the same anymore
Once you've drawn parallels between love and war
Bloodshed is romance; inflicting wounds, foreplay
Piling corpses are but martyred lovers, after all
But then, what happens to the ones that survive the war, once the war's over
But then, what happens to the ones that survived the love, once the love's gone
Shipwrecks don't believe in forevers