I. Bloodlines and Burdens
She was born of absence,
so they filled her with expectation.
She was born of beginnings,
so they made her live only in ends.
Centuries rewrote her;
from goddess to ghost to grievance,
each version revised
for men to swallow:
palatable, profitable, digestible.
She became a syllabus,
a slogan,
a superstition in silk.
Every divinity a premise,
every prayer a warning.
Between pedestal and partition
lay the woman;
neither saint nor sinner,
just a body mistranslated
into metaphor.
No one archived
the women who refused translation,
who ruled by silence,
measured mercy in teaspoons,
governed households
like republics
with invisible borders.
And in those rooms,
where jars clinked like accusations,
threads strangled ceilings and floors,
mirrors waited for confessions,
milk dripped from spouts of quiet menace,
honey glistened on knives well done, well hidden,
and the invisible butcher
took her first breath
with a whisper only she could hear
and a shadow that unmade the walls behind her.
II. Teacups and Daggers
There were women who didn’t need swords;
they had teacups,
threads,
the weight of expectation.
They carved sons with comparison,
daughters with guilt,
husbands with hunger.
They stitched families into factions,
fed feuds like pets,
loved like debt collectors —
forgiveness always arriving
in fine print
and hidden clauses.
They didn’t kill like murderers do;
they killed like seasons:
gradual, relentless,
until incidence hardened into inheritance.
The pantry smelled of control,
the kitchen echoed with judgement.
Love fermented in closed jars.
Milk soured into venom,
honey dripped down walls, sticky, slow,
threads crawled like insects across floors,
warmth sharpened into weapon,
and incense burned but could not hide the rot.
Every bite of bread,
every sip of tea,
every whispered lullaby
carried the weight of a blade
that hummed the names of your ancestors.
Where are their stories?
The empresses of emotional famine,
poisoners of peace,
who raised dynasties on obedience
and called it virtue.
You walked past them every day —
smiled, ate, folded laundry,
never knowing
which bite carried their mercy
and which their blade,
never knowing
if the house was watching you back.
III. Mirrors of Silence
There’s a cycle written in smoke:
daughter-in-law devoured
becomes devourer,
victim rehearses vengeance
in mirrors
that applaud silently
and sometimes, crookedly, blink.
Generations gutted in the name of order.
Sons turned into silence,
wives into wardens,
families partitioned like property deeds,
threads of love sprouting thorns overnight.
Milk can kill,
honey can blind,
every blessing
if repeated enough,
becomes a curse
with good intentions,
and sometimes, a mirror leaks blood
while you sleep.
It waits in corners,
lurks in mirrors,
smiles while you sleep,
humming lullabies
you cannot remember
and nightmares you cannot escape,
your own hands replaying
the cruelties you inherited
in perfect, terrible loops.
We all inherit this.
You. Me. Someone.
IV. Halos and Shadows
We wrote legends of men
who killed for kingdoms,
but not of women
who killed for control.
We remembered queens who mourned,
not those who transformed mourning
into legacy.
Perhaps history isn’t biased,
perhaps it’s afraid.
Afraid to confess
that cruelty tastes sweeter
in a mother’s tongue.
Maybe the goddess was never divine,
just better at hiding her sins.
Maybe the halo was never holy,
just a sun tilted sideways
so it blinded only some.
And maybe,
just maybe,
it isn’t men alone who built thrones of bones,
but women
who made sitting on them comfortable,
and sometimes, shifting.
Every empire needs a prayer,
and every prayer,
a woman willing to believe
she keeps it alive,
even when the walls whisper back,
even when the jars remember her name.
And you
yes, you
are standing in that empire,
breathing it in,
feeding it,
trembling beneath it,
or smiling as it feeds on you,
as the milk hisses, the honey pulses,
and the threads tick like a clock
you cannot stop.
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