They say
living is the point.
But if living means enduring,
collecting betrayals in the name of routine,
measuring time in unpaid debts
and unprocessed memories,
then perhaps
we misunderstood the assignment.
They call us wise
because we decorate despair
with metaphors
and call it clarity.
But what is wisdom
if not the art of sounding composed
while crumbling inward?
We crave life
as if it holds answers.
We fear death
as if it’s punishment
for asking too many questions.
And yet we dare to call ourselves
wise.
We built gods
from lightning, hunger,
and things we didn’t understand.
Then we bowed —
not from awe,
but from repetition.
We carved commandments into stone,
forgetting truth
was always liquid —
poured, spilled,
and evaporated
before anyone could bottle it.
We mistook survival
for progress.
Gave struggle a halo,
called suffering a syllabus.
As if the universe
were ever a teacher.
As if pain
ever handed out certificates.
We called it faith
when we meant muscle memory.
We called it hope
when we meant denial.
We wrapped our delusions in language,
perfumed our losses
with legacy.
And even the wise —
those artisans of ambiguity,
those architects of acceptable despair —
even they
are dragged off stage
mid-sentence,
mid-theory,
mid-thought.
So don’t speak to me
of purpose.
Speak of decay.
Of silence so vast
it unmakes meaning.
Of truths that never asked
to be worshipped.
Of questions that outlived
every one who dared ask them.
Because in the end,
all we ever do
is echo.
And even echoes,
eventually,
die.
And maybe that’s all we were —
noisy echoes in a collapsing cave,
chanting mantras to distract ourselves
from the sound of ceilings cracking.
Maybe the only wisdom left
is knowing the applause won’t last,
and neither will the ones clapping.
So we write,
not to be remembered,
but to make forgetting harder.
We perform,
not to be understood,
but to stain silence
with the aftertaste of our chaos.
And we live —
not because we figured it out,
but because
no one told us
when to stop.
— curtain.
no encore.
just echo.
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