I. Genesis of the Delusion
You mistook descent for devotion —
“She must’ve fallen from heaven,” you said,
as if gravity were a compliment
and poetry began
where observation ended.
I hope her spine is steel,
her hips, tempered iron —
because one day she’ll realize
your interior is emptier
than a priest’s promise:
hollow, echoing,
sanctified only by your own voice.
II. The Great Vomiting of Verse
You write sonnets about her eyes —
constellations, oceans, galaxies —
as if vocabulary could substitute
for emotional literacy.
You’d kill for her smile?
Try surviving her silence.
You think love is butterflies?
That’s your gut decomposing
under the rot of recycled metaphors
you dared to call feelings.
Hope your ribs are malleable —
love will bend them backwards,
not out of passion,
but beneath the weight
of expectations you never asked
if she even shared.
III. The Temple and the Farce
You call it making love,
but what you really make
is a recurring deposit
of insecurity,
into a temple
that demands reverence
you’ve never learned.
She seeks worship.
You offer routine.
Foreplay, to you,
is an ancient dialect —
dead, ignored,
buried beneath grunts
and the missionary position
of your imagination.
Her body becomes scripture
you never read
but quote liberally.
Orgasms become sacrifice.
And faith, like a rash,
spreads —
until it burns.
I hope the day she slices through the incense,
walks past the altar,
and declares your worship void,
you finally taste the bitterness
of every fantasy
you never earned —
And may your diary of love diarrhea
have enough empty pages
to mop up the blood and tears
from entries and exits
torn so violently
you couldn't tell one from another.
Because love
in it's bared out bones,
isn’t ballads or stars.
It’s war,
waged in quiet kitchens.
It’s silence thick enough
to drown both the poet
and the poetry.
It’s the slow erosion of fantasy
until only the bland, basic truth remains.
And truth be told:
You’ve never been loved.
Only imagined.
In borrowed verses.
And illusions for reflections.
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